Everything was white, all around, bright endless white. My friend who had recently died from a drug overdose stood in front of me, sort of suspended above me like an angel, silent. She had no clothes on, but her black hair flowed down over her breasts covering her intimate areas. That was not a focus of the dream just a weird detail I remember. I believe that I was on my knees, apologizing to her, crying a lot telling her I was sorry, so sorry. She never said anything, and the dream ended.
This dream seems to be a manifestation of guilt and grief related to the loss of your friend. The white and bright surroundings may symbolize a sense of purity or a blank canvas for emotional processing. Your friend appearing as an angelic figure could represent her presence still lingering in your mind and the impact she had on your life. The lack of clothing may suggest vulnerability and a rawness in confronting the circumstances of her death. Your position on your knees and apologizing could reflect your feelings of remorse and the desire to seek forgiveness or make amends. The dream ending without any communication from her might signify unresolved feelings or a need for closure in the grieving process. Overall, this dream appears to be a way for your unconscious mind to process and work through your emotions surrounding the loss of your friend.